It’s pretty crazy how relationships go. I mean, you from liking each other, to saying I love you, to all of a sudden you can’t be without them… And then promises are made & of course a girl would fall for it.. Why wouldn’t she.? Promises made to stay with each other forever.. Sayings that say I’ll only want you & I’ll always love you. Those things meant the world but then one day… Another small argument happens & your world begins to crash. I mean relationships are all about trust, respect, loyalty and all that but also fighting because if you never fight, it shows you don’t care.
You talk & slowly begin to realize your heart was being played. He says goodnight… And you go to bed crying your eyes out wondering what you did wrong.. Next day comes and you know he isn’t home, he’s at a place y’all always meet at but never texted good morning till later… You reply and realize he doesn’t want it anymore and all you can do is hoping it’s a nightmare. Y’all call it quits and then he keeps texting you.. Saying he loves you still but did what was best for you. In all honest, it was the worst thing that could have happened. You’re world was spinning, so many questions, asking yourself why, why you..
All he can say is it was for your benefit. If it was for your benefit… He would have stayed. Supposedly so “in love” but the more he begs you to talk to him, you cave and realize more that a relationship shouldn’t have happened. It should have been friends to best friends.. But you look back to all the photos on your phone and remember the memories but it doesn’t matter all you can remember now is how hurt you feel.
You gave him chances to take you back… Almost begging him… & he said no, not even a oh okay well tell me what you think, didn’t even entertain the subject.
His mind was made up, your heart & your world is crashing and burning…
Never understand, always hoping the next day you wake up, you’re gone or it was all a nightmare…